When I'm alone I...

Think about how my life will turn up as when I grow up.Like how many kids will I have to come home to or will I not have any.Will I ever get married or not will I ever find the right man or not.Will I get the job of my dreams or will I end up like my dad no job no life to look up too nothing more than a lowlife person.How will my life turn out when I grow up?That is the only question I ever ask myself when I am alone I…